giving up

im tired of trying, never getting results of being such a negative person fuck it im just gonna let people come to me!....fuck them all my so-called friends..
im giving up on them...i dont need them i already have my real friends :] the o.d.s.s. crew <33 i love those girls...so fuck you all..i wish i could move far away from here i fucking hate it.. i wanna leave and only come for my family...fuck this L.A. douchebag attitude that everyone has we live in fucking l.a. county bitches get it straight...fuck ur raves fuck ur exstacy......fuck you all...im done with you assholes. im done befriending douche bags!

Michael you will be missed!

R.I.P. Michael Jackson you were a huge influence in my life...your music will always stay in my heart..1958-2009...idgamf about the rumors i loved his music...and thats all should matter now.


this was my favorite song from you, i loved you michael rest in paradise

i should get over it, huh???

this hits close to home :/ ugghhh i hate thinking this way

lakers won today the NBA world champions :]]]].
09 champions woot woot!,damn i was so happpyyyy!!!!!!!!!!
its all about the los angeles lakers muauahhahahaha
99-84. haha like 2 minutes on the clock kobe was already celebrating
then like 26 seconds on the clock lakers have the ball not giving a fuck haha
knowing they already won of course haha what an awesome day :]

fuck scenes

fuck all scenes i hate them...
i dont wanna be apart of anything i dont wanna be lumped up with anyone...
i dont wanna go to dance parties or take ecstasy or any of that shit....ugghh im so tired of this fucking town and all the fucking people in it!!! damn i just wanna move!!!fuck this town,fuck scene kids,ravers,hardcore kids,fuck shuffling....
damn i just wanna meet normal-ish kinda people that arent into hardcore drugs and arent my space whores, that arent conceited lying bastards,there words are meaningless to me....so fuck them. im really tired of this bullshit.
im going to rio instead!