my bestfriend and i have drifted apart its sad....i hate drifting away from "best friends" uugghhh i know that our friendship will never be the same it fucking sucks!!! it makes me pist off that i cant tell her i feel this way cuz i dont like to be vulneruble to people its very hard for me....if i told her id probably end up tearing up....it sucks loosing 4 years of friendship...but fuck it...i got more important people... i miss her she was like a sister to me...and in my mind i think that she didnt even care....ever since i transfered schools this shit has happened...but fuck it...oh well....now when we hang out its like shes completely changed....did i ever know her at all? is what im thinking now. im thinking the answers no. :'[ fake friendship built out of lies,turning a blind cheek when we needed us the most..i dont know if this is a friendship worth saving?
Monday, January 26, 2009
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"it's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew." - henry rollins.
don't let it get you down. listen to your gut and if it tells you the friendship is worth making an effort for, then do it. but if not, then just walk away.
if this person isn't going to be a friend to you like you need, then she isn't ever going to do it... at least not anytime soon.
remember: you can't change anyone. only they have the power to do that. at best, you can help them to realize the mistakes they make, and show them how to correct them.
i'm hoping it all works out for you, somehow.
thank you ive been feeling this way for about a couple months now, but a recent incident changed it all and it doesnt feel as if im apart of her life and shes not apart of my life anymore...
and it seems as if she doesnt even care....
idk....i need to talk to her
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