today something happened i was at the bus stop with my friend vannie and we were talking and laughing and then something happened to me i dont know what it was it was just a realization i guess that i am alive...its as if i were sleeping and then everything came and rushed into me the lights were blurry and idk its hard to describe but i felt alive...i was happy i was me...if u read my post i think last friday it reads i was miserable and such....i felt like a piece of me died this 3day weekend and yesterday when my sister told me something so real that it hurt me to the core that piece died and the new skin is growing slowly but its growing day by day action by action its growing........im realizing all my ugly that i had inside me...it was so horrible....now i am changing...
my friend deleted me off myspace today...i wanted shit to work out but whatevs
my sister got a ticket for ditching school....im dissapointed shes bearly a freshman
it better be the first and the last time she gets a ticket or ditches!!!
but yeah idk im trying
wish me luck!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
awake for the first time in a long time
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i've gotten a feeling like that before - several times actually. it DOES feel good, huh? sometimes you just get in sync with the world and suddenly you're happy. it's strange, but wonderful.
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