i wonder if

im a creature of habit i like being home and just chilling or going to the same old kick it spots with the same friends and the same weed or drink... in a couple of months i wont be in highschool anymore (yay!!!) it will be a complete different fucking world i suppose that's what i always hear. i hope it wont hurt too much when i cant do the familiar things and im hoping i get new habits with new people and a new town or whatever....i hope i dont stay here and go back to the familiar loves of my life to that boy i "loved" to the same useless thoughts running around in my head....
maybe i will comprehend new ideas and i can be less shy and more outgoing...less introverted idk thats all i gots to say for right now....i just hope i will change cuz thats what i need the most