heaven knows im miserable now..

i left i did not want to be at school anymore, today is friday the thirteenth 2009.
im sick and i went to school....after 4th period i left school through the back
i just could not take it anymore...im sick i have a runny nose, a cough, headache and etc.. and emotionally sick when your just drained.....theres those days where everything that ive had inside just explodes and i do stupid things whether ditching school or whatever...i mean i could of just gone to the nurses office but i didnt want to leave that way...maybe i could of gotten caught but i didnt really give a shit... i just needed not to be there anymore i cant stand that school or my "friends" or anything right now..i just needed to leave.. when i was walking away from the school i felt dazed and everything was so dark...nothing seemed familiar every person i saw made me feel paranoid or angry or scared....and now im home doing nothing and miserable...my parents are just arguing...i feel so empty right now, so fucking numb, like a fucking fraud...

oh yeah and HERES TO YOU VALENTINES DAY